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...I has none.
Well I has very little direction.
I mean, sure, "We all have times where we don't know what we're doing or where we're going" blah blah, yadda, yadda, but... I'm basically "lost in the forest maze of life." Have no idea where to go... and I'm not even that far in.
I think I took only one or two turns, double backed and I'm near the entrance, but not close enough that I can exit. Or, maybe (and far more accurate), is that I did double back to the entrance but said entrance is only one way. So I'm here, but I really didn't ever leave. I took 4 left turns and found myself right back.
That's... discouraging...
But, then again, sometimes you meet people and they make things better. Or sometimes you already knew someone, but didn't know them to a certain degree, or upon a certain emotional level, and they make things better once you get closer. That happens sometimes, I hear. It's nice to have someone I know who's like that. I actually thought such people didn't exist. o.O
Anyway, that's made me stop camping here at the maze entrance and decide to try things again. Of course I still have no idea where I'm going, and I'm taking very slow steps so that I can see the things behind me, but I'm no longer hanging out in the same place.
Not sure what's at the end of the maze, and I hear it's got so many exits that I'm likely to never find the exit I have in mind... but, whatever, and such.
Better than getting older and going nowhere. Well, I probably still wont go very far (if anywhere) but at least I'm trying... or something?
So I got my wheels fixed, re-registered aand I'm job hunting. Also poked at the community college for whatever that's worth (which is very little since I'm still mulling over the point a little). Did I mention that it's been 4 years? It's been four years since I bothered with those things.
...baby steps.
Well I has very little direction.
I mean, sure, "We all have times where we don't know what we're doing or where we're going" blah blah, yadda, yadda, but... I'm basically "lost in the forest maze of life." Have no idea where to go... and I'm not even that far in.
I think I took only one or two turns, double backed and I'm near the entrance, but not close enough that I can exit. Or, maybe (and far more accurate), is that I did double back to the entrance but said entrance is only one way. So I'm here, but I really didn't ever leave. I took 4 left turns and found myself right back.
That's... discouraging...
But, then again, sometimes you meet people and they make things better. Or sometimes you already knew someone, but didn't know them to a certain degree, or upon a certain emotional level, and they make things better once you get closer. That happens sometimes, I hear. It's nice to have someone I know who's like that. I actually thought such people didn't exist. o.O
Anyway, that's made me stop camping here at the maze entrance and decide to try things again. Of course I still have no idea where I'm going, and I'm taking very slow steps so that I can see the things behind me, but I'm no longer hanging out in the same place.
Not sure what's at the end of the maze, and I hear it's got so many exits that I'm likely to never find the exit I have in mind... but, whatever, and such.
Better than getting older and going nowhere. Well, I probably still wont go very far (if anywhere) but at least I'm trying... or something?
So I got my wheels fixed, re-registered aand I'm job hunting. Also poked at the community college for whatever that's worth (which is very little since I'm still mulling over the point a little). Did I mention that it's been 4 years? It's been four years since I bothered with those things.
...baby steps.
So I still have a dA and stuff...
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The Lines, They are Bluring!
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Semester 1 Down
Kind of an "Oh yeah" moment, but I finished that first semester of supposed "upper education." Grades were posted today, so I figured I'd share my thoughts. Firstly: If Summer with 4 classes is supposed to be some huge big deal and fast paced, I am DREADING the slow, tedious, hell that will be fall. Can you believe that the supposed "mini-mesters" were not fast enough for me? Cramming an entire class into 6 Weeks was, for me, too slow. :XD:
I'd like to now take a moment and send a few shout outs to my classmates and teachers.
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Well, Hun, I can more than empathize with your predicament. I have been lost in the maze for years. Or swirling the toilet bowl of life. Hope nobody flushes it while I'm still trying to climb out.